THIS IS SO IMPORTANT I STOPPED BREATHING
fun date idea: Go down on me while I shop online with ur credit card
I don’t think someone could focus on the internet while I was going down on them.
you over estimate your skill and underestimate the joy of shopping
Mainly writing to get things off my chest. I decided if I’m not going to vent as much to people in my life system, I’m going to vent to tumblr. There’s not many people who will see it anyway. Lists comfort me. I’m going to make lists now.
To do today: clean bedroom, clean bathroom, edit financial plan on the computer
To do tomorrow: good to go plan (for the 520 bridge), call and ask about how much it costs to get a replacement for car registration papers, edit financial plan accordingly.
Last night got high as fuck. Today I feel good. I caved in and messaged him yesterday. But it’s not like last time. I didn’t have an urge to talk dirty to him or flirt with him yesterday or today.
Today kind of doing a little bit of a cleanse of my life. Making my lists of what I need to do today and this week. I got my new ID in the mail. I liked my old one better but that’s just because in the new one I have no makeup on 😝